Insane Designer Crazy Fangirl

tohebe:

今天我化起了久違的濃妝，盤起了新長的黑短髮，穿起等了我半年的Vera Wang 。加滑哭了，她說我還是一樣漂亮；阿中哭了，他想起上次拍照時我還活蹦亂跳的；爸爸哭了，他說今天是第294天…而我笑了，面對熟悉又陌生的鏡頭，笑著自己習慣的側臉沒變、笑著粉變厚身變胖但可以修片、笑著感謝老天我活著！

Today, I put on thick make up and styled my new grown dark, short hair, wearing Vera Wang which waited 6 months for me. Jia Hua cried, she said that I’m still as beautiful as ever; Ah Diong cried, he thought of how bubbly and energetic I was, running and jumping about, during the previous photoshoot; Daddy cried, he said that today is the 294th day..but I smiled, facing the familiar yet foreign camera, smiling and happy that my side view had not changed, happy that even though I grew fatter, it can be edited away, smiling ‘cos I’m grateful to be alive!